Granules

It swallows me whole these granules of sand,strife my pride less of a man. Alone in this desert small once again,I reach out my hand, no one to lend. Panicked alone gasping for air ,from underneath, it's so blue ,and white up there. It doesn't seem real ,my whole world they steal, now put on your mask ,do it with feel. As I sink she walked away ,I scream shout ,it turns it's back ,does it with clout . The mirage in the jungle a beautiful one to see,its real I touched it  ,now my sweet blue eyes bleed.The last glimpse of the person who saved me, leaves me here, now showing bravery . Going under gasping, choking, she throws rocks ,laughing, poking. How can people save you ,love you ,leave you ,throw you away like they never even knew you ? I would have never left you to drown,I made a deal with Satan to kneel,to hold his crown.                   Pwt