Fucked me?

You fucked me.
Really?
Think you fucked me?
 No.
A word i said, screamed, over and over.
You took from me
everything.
I pretentended i was somewhere else besides hell.
Kept my eyes on the door, praying i would ever see the other side.
Finally you were done stabbing my body with you.  
Tearing it, and me apart.
Then you noticed the blood on the floor.
My blood.
My innocence.
And smacked me!
Yelled at me for bleeding on your sisters carpet.
Im sorry.
Today, every day since then i wish i'd never whispered those words.
I'm sorry.
No.
Big man.
Left a little girl night terrors.
Dreams of savages pulling her body limb from shaking limb.
Thought she had lost a gift she wanted to give someone special.
So afraid of the word No, she gave her body to anyone who wanted her.
Slut.
Whore.
Words i heard, they never looked in and saw why.
Big man.
Yeah.
You fucked me.