What If

I'm eighteen struggling to find my way
what if I had a bae? Would my life be
easier or would I be carrying a pain.
Momma always said "be careful
who you hang with" well what if
she's wrong", what if my momma
never was hard on me? would I
be a true man, would I be capable
on taking where I stand. What if
God wasn't a big deal would
there be a religious war? I
walked the stage when I graduated
but never went to summer school.
What if I got my diploma? Would my
life be less stressful but now I'm here
listening to phora. What if I could
define myself as a man? Would I
be able to make a way for others?
What if? What if.