What happens behind closed doors

All they hear is my music
Blaring Hinders "Go Home Get Stoned"
They don't hear my screams
They don't hear my sobs
They will never see me cry
The push me to the dirt
Saying there words don't hurt
They are telling jokes
While I'm hanging by a rope
But that won't happen behind the dark locked door
I'm happy
I'm smiling again
I got my teddy bear Cody gave me
I got a lot if stuff from him
He loves me
He will break my door again if he thought I was harming myself again
He gives me smokes
He gives me happiness
I'm supposed to be watching movies right now with him
He said no more movies and now is making me homemade ice cream
He is my best friend
We are family
He is my cousin
We both have our locked doors
We won't go back in them
I'm leaving him tomorrow I'm going home
Behind my locked door
But no more screams if pain
No more tears of hurt
No more pain
He won't go back behind his door
I don't want to go home
I don't want to leave him