the build up

Every  min my head spins round  and round
Like a merry go round
just wondering why did this happen
why did those three just turn there back  
on me and walk away
thats not human
thats not family
wtf
kids were to be kids for life maybe i got
it all wrong im meant
to be used
so what happens now
takeone of yours out
That will hurt
its the build up
that i cant stop
maybe  this is the way
im surpose  to live
excute the right one
And the rest follow
who to choose
thats easy blood on blood