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Leaning for help
Who i am and who i was
Are on two extremely different poles
Excruciating, all these thoughts
Make me want to get out of my body
But it is that i have to be
No where else can i be myself
So i take all this pain
And never give out anything to anyone
Cause what i am
Nobody can comprehend, apprehend
There's no need to amend
The shit that's in my head
It is the only thing that makes me feel alive and dead at the very same time
Inside, i am screaming to let me out
Outside, i may seem like i am leaning for help
Understand this is not a cry or a lullaby
Sabotage with all this harm
All the good has been far gone
Give this another shot
Try to understand the things i have got in this demented head
Keeps screwing every time i try
All the trying goes to waste
It all goes to waste
Based on what i want to ace
It makes me want to hate, stick around and just wait
There's no need to amend
The shit that's in my head
It is the only thing that makes me feel alive and dead at the very same time
Inside, i am screaming to let me out
Outside, i may seem like i am leaning for help
Understand this is not a cry or a lullaby
Sabotage with all this harm
All the good has been far gone
Are on two extremely different poles
Excruciating, all these thoughts
Make me want to get out of my body
But it is that i have to be
No where else can i be myself
So i take all this pain
And never give out anything to anyone
Cause what i am
Nobody can comprehend, apprehend
There's no need to amend
The shit that's in my head
It is the only thing that makes me feel alive and dead at the very same time
Inside, i am screaming to let me out
Outside, i may seem like i am leaning for help
Understand this is not a cry or a lullaby
Sabotage with all this harm
All the good has been far gone
Give this another shot
Try to understand the things i have got in this demented head
Keeps screwing every time i try
All the trying goes to waste
It all goes to waste
Based on what i want to ace
It makes me want to hate, stick around and just wait
There's no need to amend
The shit that's in my head
It is the only thing that makes me feel alive and dead at the very same time
Inside, i am screaming to let me out
Outside, i may seem like i am leaning for help
Understand this is not a cry or a lullaby
Sabotage with all this harm
All the good has been far gone
Published 4th Jul 2015
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Anonymous
4th Jul 2015 1:01pm
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4th Jul 2015 1:37pm
Inspiration from Twenty One Pilots 😎
Thank you!! I am glad you liked it 😁😁
Thank you!! I am glad you liked it 😁😁
5th Jul 2015 1:32am
The shit that's in my head
It is the only thing that makes me feel alive and dead at the very same time. other places this poet wrote...am deeply unhappy.this is magicrealism of existance. Rumi could have thought that so could Mirza Galib.Rabindranath Tagore found the relationship of infinity within bodyscape.
It is the only thing that makes me feel alive and dead at the very same time. other places this poet wrote...am deeply unhappy.this is magicrealism of existance. Rumi could have thought that so could Mirza Galib.Rabindranath Tagore found the relationship of infinity within bodyscape.
6th Jul 2015 2:14am
6th Jul 2015 11:01pm
Thankyou so much. I really appreciate you taking time to comment on my lyrics :)
