I Deserve

Little girls are precious creatures
So sweet and innocent, white glowing hallow of purity
And God created their earthly Fathers to show them their worth
To let them know how special they truly are to the world

As a little girl my Father treated me like a princess
Pink and purple cupcakes on birthdays, barbie car crusing, sugar plum fairy dreams

Now a full grown woman body measures the image of a coke bottle
 Seeking for passionate love,  from a man
Father passed a couple years back so I needed that
That sexual touch that erects his manhood, giving me pleasure seeing him aroused
Appreciating the body I was given I use it to make him happy, his happiness is life to me

In love with our relationship, it's beautiful seeing how far I take it, the games we play
Like who can stay clothed the longest only to see that we lay naked within 5 minutes
 
As a little girl my Father told me I was his beautiful princess, but being you I traded that in with Sexy slut
I appreciate how much you say you love me when we're sexin' it warms my heart to know that I'm love by you!

You abuse me verbally, raped my thoughts I'm brain washed by your  lovely hands on my neck  as you whisper in my ear I deserve it...

Deserve this treatment, you slap me when I scream, hush keep it a secret because you tell me you love me and I crave it

Bruises and bite marks tattoo my skin
I call them pretty you tell me that too
Sex with you soo sweet, you hit it in the morning, J. Cole lyrics..beats me

I scream from the pleasure I'm receiving
I deserve it,  I deserve it! I say it to you letting you know these are the words programmed in my mental, engraved in my soul it is yours now

How much does a dollar cost? Souls for sale..High priced, and worthy.
That I am not worthy of your love
Ohh how I missed my Father
I sleep at night, silently as I cry for him
Sadden to know he departed this Earth

Still I cry out for my Father, this time Heavenly
Because as a little girl Earthly told me he would never leave nor forsake me, always by my side
I then I realized that what I was accepting wasn't his Heavenly love
He offered me the better part of him, but I was satifised in an ungodly manner

So I reached out my hands to receive a recovery upon my body and soul
Lord said now cry out to me I deserve it, I deserve it
I deserve his unconditional love and this time it's undying
Because little girls deserve the best