Hating myself

I wake up every day and wanna die
I wake up and look at my self and cry
I can't stand me
no one even wants to be with me
what have I done
My life is no fun
I have fucked up many times
never done any crimes
but still no one likes me
why live at all
all I can do is sit and ball
I lost hope
so let just do us all a favor
and put my neck around a rope
And I can be my own fucking savior