demon tears

when am i gonna break
im waiting on this pain
i dont know how long i have
till darkness holds me close

i feel alone though im not
like a ghost in silent halls
i cant bring myself to smile
i cant bring myself to laugh

i tried being quiet and soft
but nothing like that worked
its because of this hes not mine
i tried but he'll never be mine

staring out with empty eyes
cant you see my soul is breaking?
i cant let even a drop slip
'cause demons dont deserve to cry