Caustic Vault

"I don't want to live anymore!"
The raspy, mental echo reverberates.
Echolalia.
The crushed essence of my soul percolates
Mashed through the mesh of sanity
Misanthropy misinterpreted as vanity.
Berate me.
Permanently sedate me.
Incinerate me.
I hate me more than you hate me.
Fuck you!.
Fuck you for allowing me to resist
I detest any reason to exist
Contested with seasons in the abyss
Misfiring dendrites add to the perplexity
I dislike when your types get next to me
Who are You, yet What am I?
There is no registry
I long for the implosion of the universe
And summation of totality
Bloodletting for this curse
To Erase my mental faculty.
"Drink this water"
"Eat this bread"
Just blow off my fuckin head
I don't give a shit anymore
What's in store for me? I implore.
Tore down the veil of illusion
Now left with this societal skeleton's intrusion
"Is there a definitive answer to why?", I cry.
My reply:
"I just want to die"
Fuck me.

KILL ME