Confide

Quietly waiting for the end  
Within the shadows of doubt  
Hopeless and depressed again
For this life that I can live without  
 
In a dark corner is where I reside  
Cold tears stream down my face  
Too afraid to face myself out of pride  
My will is to die cause I'm the one I hate  
 
All of my thoughts have come into play  
Will the pain subside or will it consume  
I can't keep my many emotions at bay  
Bipolar and depression has left me in ruin
 
Tragic as it seems I have no self esteem  
The world has stolen that one thing I loved  
That one reason why I continued to dream  
I've lost the will to believe in God up above