Late again

My heart feels heavy to me
Leaden
Trod down by heartbreak
Or maybe it's a lack of caffeine
It isn't so much what I want as what I had
Sometimes I just feel so ill equipped for these
Romantic endeavors
It's the rules you see
I'm a big believer in rules
Not that I always follow them
But they give an excellent starting point
Guidance
A clear path to follow
But now the rules are changing again
Prude or rude
It gets so hard to tell
And anyways there's that prophecy
I have a long time to wait
No romance isn't for the timid
And I really haven't the time
Also I want my hoodie back