self medication

When you see a big ladder to the top of a building your debating,
You don't no what to do your contemplating,
Your always thinking is your life worth living,
It's running through your mind that you mite aswell give in,
You see a razer blade and your heart beats racing,
This urge is pushing,
Your so deep in thought you see no other option,
You grab that razer,
You roll up your sleeve,
The sharpness touches your skin,
You loose control,
You feel a big releif from withing.............