I Hate This Feeling

I hate to feel this way.
I've drown in my own depression and tears.
You've caused!
You only know that Im okay!
The truth is i cant handle this anymore.
Ive depended on you, Ive depended on a lot of people yet they disappointed me.
Do you really care?
I want to cut them outta my life but i cant live without you.
Ive cried so many times
I hate to though.
I just want you to know that you're the cause of my sadness.
Its all your fault.
You make me feel better but then make me the saddest person around to the point im crying on my bathroom ground.
You'll never know.