Stormy seas bring violent screams

I wonder what she would say
If she heard my stories now
Im back from the sea
But the spark in me
Has drowned
I packed up and left
Trusted my gut
Now im in a situation
Depressed
Fucked

I wonder what she has done
How he makes her feel
And im thinking to myself lately
With her I had it real

No pain no gain
I guess thats what they say
My mind set has changed
Ill be gone
Ive been wrong
And thats all i can say

All i wish to do
Is speak with a friend
But i guess she is taboo
No more speak
No more you

Twisting on and on
So my life now to violence belong
I accept and agree
Twirling winds now lead to the sea
I give my life
To Mr Mysery