Back to me

I want to be me again
Not just broken
I want to smile and breathe again
Not feel like I am bleeding out
When I met you
Happiness
Smiles
I couldn't get enough
What I thought was true love
Was more Like true lust
Possession
Maybe
Obsession
I don't really know
When I was with you

In the beginning
I didn't feel alone
As years went by
Smile faded
I can't remember what it feels like to laugh
I look in the mirror
Frown
At everything I lack
I miss what I used to be
Tired of feeling
So empty
Hide myself for security
I just want to get back to being me