Lost Love

I feel the pain in my bones
This is the real me, not my clone
I wish this can be undone
My choices have made me this man I've become

Can't shoot my focus within range
Guess I'm mentally deranged
This feeling can't change
Feels like I'm going insane

Never did I hold her close
Never did I give her a rose
Now my emptiness flows
Into the ocean of my lonely abode

Twas my bad to let her go
She was the only one that was in the know
Of ways to turn me away from my wrongs
Can't be with her anymore, she's long gone.