Cant Keep It Inside

The feelings that i have about you and I,
The truth about it all i refuse to keep it inside,
Though I say and prove to you your the one I truly love,
It is not returned back to my heart as the one you say you love,
I back the negative thoughts and actions from you that continues to break me down,
I choose to smile so that no shall see a frown,
I have to write and yell to express how i truly feel, to show you my love is as strong as steel,
But the love you claim to express isnt truly how your heart feels,
Cant keep it inside,
I must testify for the love of you and I,
To the moon and back is what I genuinely show to you,
Yet your lips are sealed like a jar i cant open and get a simple I LOVE YOU TOO,
Silently killing me daily inside and out,
That's why I yell to let all this fucked up shit out,
Being a true and real gentleman,
Why must he be dealt such a fucke up hand,
You may not look at love the same,
But every second,every moment your on my mind driving me insane,
Why must I continue to flee and hide my love for you and I,
Day and Night tears rip apart my face, from these sore and tired eyes,
Never eating or sleeping,
Cause its your love that i'm truly needing,
My heart continues to bleed and I wear that half on my sleeve,
It will not stop or be complete again until you comeback to me,
Ripping my shirt to show there is no "S" on my chest,
For our LOVE I climb to the tallest mountain and shout out with my lungs until nothing is left, for I know I had only giving it my best,

I scream and shout, what is truly left if my true love no longer completes me....