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Crying Alone in a Dark Room
Girls -> Pain
Sex -> Emptiness
Masturbation -> Disgusting
Girls -> Desire
Desire -> Loss
INCOMPITENT
Sex -> Disgusting
Sex -> Disgusting
Girls -> Disgusting
Desire -> Disgusting
Masturbation -> Emptiness
Masturbation -> Disgusting
Me -> Incompetent
Girls -> Good
Sex -> Good
Desire -> Good
Me -> Incompetent
Me -> Masturbation
Me -> Loss
Me ->Disgusting
Me -> Emptiness
Me -> Pain
Me -> Desire
Me -> Loss
Girls -> Good
Me -> Bad
Me -> Incompetent
Me -> Incompetent
Me -> Incompetent
Me -> Incompetent
NEVER GOOD ENOUGH
Dad -> Right
Love -> Superficial
Sex -> Emptiness
Masturbation -> Disgusting
Girls -> Desire
Desire -> Loss
INCOMPITENT
Sex -> Disgusting
Sex -> Disgusting
Girls -> Disgusting
Desire -> Disgusting
Masturbation -> Emptiness
Masturbation -> Disgusting
Me -> Incompetent
Girls -> Good
Sex -> Good
Desire -> Good
Me -> Incompetent
Me -> Masturbation
Me -> Loss
Me ->Disgusting
Me -> Emptiness
Me -> Pain
Me -> Desire
Me -> Loss
Girls -> Good
Me -> Bad
Me -> Incompetent
Me -> Incompetent
Me -> Incompetent
Me -> Incompetent
NEVER GOOD ENOUGH
Dad -> Right
Love -> Superficial
Published 8th Dec 2014
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8th Dec 2014 9:21pm
Thank you. Last night was difficult, and I wanted to write the words in my head and my changing thought pattern that at first is abruptly very defensive, then it recedes back into itself and finds fault within. Afterwards, it comes back to a medium associating itself with something that it didn't want to believe before and that it still doesn't want to believe that will give it some perception of the situation that it had earlier fell to. Thus, it attains momentary stability.
