Happy?

Are you happy with yourself now?
I've stopped talking to everyone,
Stopped hanging out with everyone,
Told people off for you.
I'm lonely as shit,
I'm so depressed.
I can't go anywhere by myself without you assuming something bad,
Just to keep you.
I have no motivation to do anything anymore.
I can't have friends it seems with you or you'll scare them off.
You go through my phone and shit.
I can't stop crying or hurting,
Why should I trust you when you don't trust me?
I feel like I'm your own personal slut.
What does this ring on my finger even mean to you?
I hate it when you use,
Hustle,
And want to fight all the time for the fun of it.
I can't talk it out with you cuz youl'll just freak out and turn off the volume on your ears.