Future

I look into the past and I see pain.
I look at the present and there it is again,
but the future I can’t see.
What will happen, will it change?
It scares me not knowing.
Will you love me when no one else seems to?
Will you be there whether it is as a friend, family, or someone of the street?
Who are you, the one who may save me?
I’m scared of the future because I don’t know if you’re really there.
The future that I know nothing of.
The future that no one can say.
The only thing I wish to know is there hope for me?
The past and the present hold so much pain will you really free me?
Will you save me from everything that is so wrong?
Please tell me will you be there waiting for me?
Not knowing is why i'm scared of the future and going crazy.