living the dream

Cut throat, fucked and choked
I wont know, right from wrong
killed harmed, I am so coked
I don't know, fears and harm
Living a nightmare, after i'm awoke

I scream aloud In my nightmares
Blasted through my minds walls
I'd dream now if my mind was aware
Lasted a second, i have no balls  
one more drug, shouldn't dare
one more drink, its final call

As the drugs enter the vein we feel so numb there is no pain
We can't elude the darkened mood and I will jump no parachute
The kids these day have no restraints, no belts or spanks have them engaged
The rats poor out and turn away, for the streets only bring bloody rains
The pain is felt like tinny needles, everyone's hurt and turning evil
Teens aborted and recorded for porno films they are exposed in
We wish cavalry would arrive, because all alone we'll suicide
The times are rough, we start to bluff on changing times before demise.
Yet here I lay just wide awake and all I feel is the restraint's
The end is ny, I can't deny, and one day maybe we'll all survive.
Or better yet, it will all end. The struggles force isn't pretend.
Apocalyptic eyes rely on fossilized Dino demise.
We are sick in our own way, bleeding out the oiled plains.
 Mother kicks and turns away, soon to see our own dooms day.
Levitate the kings above, run the peasants through the muck.