A Letter To Mercy

Hey Mercy, it's Ashley remember me?
You know, your only friend that you left in misery
It's okay I forgive you now
But your absence still brings me down
I know it's been awhile since the last time I spoke to you
But it's been really heard for me to speak to you again
So I wrote you this letter instead...

Hey baby, how ya been?
I really miss your voice
I wish I could hear it again
I've been okay I guess
But I could be better I must confess
Lifes just been really hard since you've left.

Some nights I get so lost in my thoughts
I just don't know what to do
I carved your name in my heart
Because I didn't want to except the truth.

It's been almost eight years since you've past
And I don't even know if I'm hurt or if I'm mad
I know it sounds ridiculous
I know it wasn't your fault
But you left me all alone
You left me in that **** hole I called home.

Oh Mercy, memories are streaming down my face
It's taking everything I have to write you this letter
I know that you're in a better place
But I just wanted to be together forever.

And I still bleed for you
I still mourn and cry for you
But not a day goes by
That you don't walk with me
That I don't see you in my eyes
That I don't hear your faint voice in my mind
That you don't talk to me.

I'll hold you in my heart 'till the day I die
I'll never stop believing that you're some place in the sky
Just waiting for me...just watching over me
I'll see you soon...

Love, Ashley