I Repent

My sins are the reason I lay awake many nights
With tears cascading down my face
These actions, thoughts, and memories I wish I could erase
Even looking in the mirror and not recognizing the image before me
How did my life come crashing down and organize itself so disorderly
No this is not the person I am, Nor is this the person I thought I would be
I can't face the truth
So I elected the lies to comfort me
This is who you are, and you must continue down this path
But the road turned bleak, and Im forced to turn back
Retracing my steps all sins came crashing down
Those lies once sought as solace are no where to be found
So now Im stuck drowning in my own misery of a storm
Fell upon my knees, I need to be reborn
I ask for forgiveness and mercy on my soul
Needing my heavenly father's loving touch, I can no longer make it on my own
I sense his warm embrace, his aura saying its okay
My child you lost your way
But I knew we would meet again someday
I will never forsake you, so don't you dare do it to yourself
when you felt lost and alone, it was I who reached out and helped
I will always be in your life, as long as Im allowed to be in your's
Keep your faith in me
You have yet to see what I have in stored
Now ease your weary mind, relax your aching heart
I have you now my child, there is no need to look back.