Who Am I Now

Stars in my eyes
Scars on my thighs
You think I'm really nice
So you see past the lies

Been through a lot
I sympathize, but
I don't victimize myself
So when you cry I don't give a fuck

Disguise myself so pretty
Hidden amongst the witty
My spirit feeling gritty
All lives are pretty shitty

And you thought I was your friend
Untill I fucked you in the end
Never knew who I was
So why'd you bother to pretend

Thought a lot about it
Never gave no shit
Maybe that's why she's too quiet

Tried to hide it, tried to fight it
I couldn't cope
Straws scoop
So I find my hell in a loop

Lonesomeness I choose
I laugh alone, I cry alone
I'm not going to lose