Being me

I've been gone for a while
Motivation was what I lack
My hands just couldn't put the words on paper
But I was finally able to come back
Poetry is an art
A way to express
When life is at its most high
Or when it's a hot mess
Sometimes I feel that I can do better
Too worried about what people would say
But they're my thoughts, my feelings
I need to get them out my way
You may love me
You may hate me
I shouldn't let it be a bother
Because you ain't me
I know I'm far from perfect
And a bit of a sexual freak
One thing I won't be is fake
Or be afraid to speak
They come from my thoughts
Ideas from the things that I see
I capture them in writing
Some of it was even me
So people I'm here to stay
A love I'll never quit
If I offend you in any way
Then stop reading my shit