Raped.

 Knees in chest
Hands over ears
Heavily rocking
Fighting back tears
heart racing
blood pumping
fighting back what most fear
inner demons spraying gasoline
and I got the match
ready to ignight
that darkness I lived with
this is what I've been waiting for
my hearts going bleed no more
an innocence stolen
another child crying wolf
the proof is on paper
another rape kit disposed
a truth that no one will expose
a childs loudest screams
was nothing more but wispers in your ear everything I said was sincere
I was raped... raped of everything
Raped of my childhood
Raped of everything I've known
Raped of the place I called home and the family I knew.
I was victim to his addiction
I want to watch him suffer
I want to see him bleed
I want to cut him ..gut him
Record it and send it to everyone who said I lied
Cause it was my life
nobody ever cared enough to believe me
And ignored all the tragedy that Ive seen
It's the reason your body i will Manifest
Showcase it at it's best  
hang you by your entrails
and blow through you chest
What else would you expect
That it'd all go away
Pretend nothing ever happened
That If you didn't face the fear the fear that I felt
That I locked deep inside in my mind
You forgave him and forgot about Me
I was just a body lifeless
nothing left to see
so Demons created me
Now lets see if you forgive me.
(giggles) we'll see