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I am going to ruin the day

I am going to ruin the day :

How do I change to be the best me?
For me not for you
I laugh as I think, of all the things
I find myself doing
Changing my hair, platinum
Enhancing my features
To express beauty
What does this mean?
Why am I driven, what is driving me?

Men look now, women look now, but
I do not look at me, and think�wow
Am I running?
Yes
I am running
From all the things I use to be
I am not that weak child I was
I am strong, I am independent, and I am women
Maybe they are just scared of me

I think that�s why, family can be mean
I am turning into, the person I want to see,
That girl, is slipping, between their fingers
I see the door opening, and I am getting ready
I am making my body stronger,
I am becoming healthier than ever
I am making my mind stronger
I will be ready to conquer
The world
I am concealing my heart
In a safe made of titanium
I am going to ruin the day
Women thought life ended with age

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