For what?

You get my hopes up and then you drop me so low that it hurts… I wish you could see the look on my face when I’m hurt. I love you but for some reason you always hurt me... Never on purpose it’s just me and my stupid expectations… You are accusing me of shit I don’t do... I guess now I’m a worthless bitch… whenever I find something worth it.. I fuck up… I’m so fucking useless. But you are just as useless, using me, for what a joy ride? You’re a worthless dick who doesn’t give a shit; I wonder why I even gave a shit about you. When I didn’t want to, you did, you got me in the right spot, Then the game began. It was sex all the time, in the woods, only holding hands and just a peak on the lips, but no real affection in public, I love it in public. Whoever knows that, I’m looking! Because I’m hard up for some… I do what I can, because I’m me, you don’t like me, FUCK YOU! If I’m not good enough now, wait till I’m older, I rip your poor pathetic life in to pieces, how are you going to explain that to your girlfriend? That I am a crazy ex-girlfriend well guess what asshole, I’m the bitch you shouldn’t have messed with.