Drama

My conscience eatin' me alive/  
desperately trying to survive/  
disillusioned/ deemed destructive/ demonized/    
desperate and desensitized/    
don't dare depress the dream/  
the devilish desire done damage/  
deserted and dreadful/ labeled a savage/  
far from the average/ caught in a marriage/ with Mary/  
searchin' for a sanctuary/  
  
I'm tired but can't sleep/    
I'm hungry but can't eat/    
need to feed the good deed/    
stand strong on my own two feet/    
I'm like the lost sheep/ shit is deep/    
can feel the demons creep/      
coming closer/    
try to spit my pain on a beat/    
I am the forgotten breed/    
      
spill my deepest feeling with paper and pen/    
share my dearest fear with pressure and pain/    
feel like life's a labyrinth/ but I'm emotionally lame/    
anger gets me going/ not knowing/      
the destination/ drowning in desperation/    
hoping not to fall for temptation/    
remember evil lies in hesitation/