My hysteria

They all run
like its just the end
and I just laugh
and light my cigarette
puff on

stare out my doors
as they run
fences do little for desperation
have another drink

guns knifes and mace
killing like its a race
and I wont show my face
no hope
just a pocket full of dope
have a joint
and clamber into abyss
till you find
my point

speak without shame
play life like its a game
advise they'd advice
id speak my mind
right through the parental advisory
warning signs read
don't touch
cut and bleed

shut up the government
ive given all my money
and they laughed and spent
fucked me over now im bent
broke not a red cent

going on a bender till I cant
feel my face
then ill leave
and burn this place

panic and riots
out side my door
blood stained carpets
on my flood
get the gasoline
and polish the guillotine
were making it right
and we'll make it a sight
cast away all your fright
get ready for a fight

stop listening
I think ive gone insane
was I always so retarded?
maybe I'm just smarter

enjoy the scene
killjoy faggots
underneath my bedroom walls
and a little voice
complete separation from reality

and they run from broken homes
to lead inside the walls
and put there message
on the faces of plenty
and rewrite there works
in the minds of plenty

wake me
from my dreams
to sweet reality
to bring me to my knees
so I can breath
or shed a tear
and seek joy
from these walls

as the riots
riot
and the hysteria rages
I just smoke my cigarettes
and laugh