DOWNfall

I seem to be confused in my time,
I don't even know what the words I'ma choose in this rhyme,
I'm trying not to be a fool and keep my self inline,
But a broken heart really hurts and it should be a crime,
But I'm..the only one that'll find..cause the mistake was all mine..I think I'm threw with the try..nothing to do but to die,
Cause I..think my life is a waste,
It's moving so slow it's not even declared as a paste,
You want a taste of this little life I call test,
I'm staring down bullets and I an even got on a vest,
You can't even trace..this place that beats in my chest someone took it and threw it up in the pot with the rest of the mess I confess that I do stress SHIT!!..don't we all,
Just don't let it be your downfall,
The last that I recall it's you that stands tall,
And never gives up a draw,
To feelings that make you raw,
It's hell in these streets and many of us is dyein,
We dwell to seek peace but very few of us find
Rebel against the leash your shelf should be untyin,
I tell what I think and never care of I shine.