Such is Life

My mind is like a vast deep ocean filled with nothing but a past too complicated to comprehend...each day i get lost in this black darkness tryna find answers nd understanding...i am a troubled soul with no path or light for redirection...my blood flows thick with pain from a heart filled with regret and hate as wel questions of why...eyes dark nd cold nd unable to see any beauty in this black fucking curse called life...heatbeat slow nd close to non existent...i walk on...drowning in my own thots i walk on...leaving everyone and everything else behind for such is life...its the only way to get by.