STAY INSIDE ME

Stay inside me. Don’t pull out. Lie to me. Just for tonight. I’m weary of strange company. Your spirit is so familiar. We sync with each other so comfortably. I need you when you’re gone. Dancing for reptilian mammals in a smoke filled room. Disco lights disorientating my morals I see their eyes in flashes. Calling me by my body as I caress the pole. Wearing the tiniest outfit to satisfy their lustful fantasies. Turning on the face of seduction to turn them on. To make them believe these sensations are real. Building false attraction which will lead to my rent being paid. Food on the table. But I must drop it real low. My booty, my values, my soul. These sharks are out to have me and I’ll give them what they want. For a fee. The sexual overtone is hypnotic. Every single night. Nights that never end. But it all changes with you inside me. You came to me with a different vibration. In a dark place I approached you with stars in my eyes. You in turn became the moon to illuminate my black soul. You took my heart through physical conversation. My body had never spoken before. You swam in my ocean and I was in bliss. You were choked by my essence but pushed on regardless. Now I wish we had never started. Lie to me. Tell me you love me. Just for tonight. I know you’ll be leaving by sunrise. But you belong to me now so let’s make it official. Be my lifetime partner for these couple of hours. Fill me with your essence. Don’t pull out tonight. Stay inside of me, let your seeds combine with mine. Look deep in my eyes as you reach that passionate state. Hypnotise me. Your touch is the sunshine I miss on so many days indoors. You don’t fuck me. You make love to me. The only man who can love me. So love me now before you leave. I want to hold you in my arms and squeeze until you can no longer breath. Then your carcass will be mine because you can no longer leave. I know you can’t stay with me. But please just stay inside me. Don’t pull out. Lie to me. Just until the sunrise.