Loves me more

So I saw this thing
I wasn’t supposed to see
Because I locked it down
As not meant for me
I looked and I looked
At the horse and at you
Amused again
Remembering everyone
Laughing at it
Phoning me and asking
Dafuq is that?!
I was kind and said
I’m sure she is nice
It isn’t all about looks you know
Don’t be mean
I don’t need validation
But it wasn’t about me you see
The humor is still there
Because flipping through our pics
I just realized
Oh honey
I was so far out of your league in every way that counted
Yet I fell for you
Because at the time, you were what I needed
Freedom happened when I realized why
And looked into those blue eyes
Who loves me more