TO  GOD

LOCK ME UP AND THROW AWAY THE KEY.
SOCIETY TOOK MY MIND AND DAMNED ME.
ALL MY YEARS ON THIS EARTH,I HAVE SEEN.
SINCE MY CURSED BIRTH,NO ONE GIVES A DAMN ABOUT ME.
I PRAY AND I PRAY AND I PRAY.
NOTHING YESTERDAY,NOTHING TODAY.
I STILL HAVE NOT LOST MY FAITH.
I WILL NOT LOSE MY FAITH.
POSSIBLY THY LORD IS TESTING ME.
MY LORD PLEASE,MY GOD PLEASE,HELP ME.
I KNOW I'M WEAK,TOO WEAK TO FIGHT.
MY LORD I CANNOT DEFEAT THESE DEMONS ALONE TONIGHT.
READY TO DIE,READY TO SAY GOODBYE.
READY TO CLOSE MY EYE'S,READY TO FLY.
TIRED OF TRYING,TIRED OF CRYING.
TIRED OF LYING,TIRED OF ALL THIS LUST I'M BUYING.
MY ENTIRE LIFE ALL I'VE DONE WAS LIVE IN A LIE.
THAT'S WHY IT'S BEST I BECOME IMMORTALIZED.
NO MORE SIN,NO MORE WICKED WAYS.
NO MORE LOOKING BACK WISHIN' FOR THE OLD DAY'S.
MY LORD YOU KNOW I'M NO LONGER HAPPY HERE.
MY LORD YOU KNOW I NO LONGER HAVE ANY FEAR.
NO FEAR OF DEATH WHATSOEVER.
YES,I CAN SAY NEVER NEVER.
I CAN ENVISION IT ALL,THE DAY OF MY DEATH.
ALL THE SADNESS AND LONELINESS GOES AWAY SOON AS I DRAW MY LAST BREATH.
I'VE LOST TOO MUCH TO WANNA CARRY ON LIVIN.
MY LORD,MY GOD I'M SO SICK OF ALL THIS SINNIN'.
EVERY THOUGH EVERY VISION HAS BEEN PURE EVIL PURE WICKEDNESS.
THAT'S EVEN MORE REASON FOR LIFE TO BE SICK OF THIS.
I'M SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY AND JOYFUL FOR THIS LIFE YOU'VE GIVEN ME MY LORD MY GOD.
WELL,I'M NOT.
I GET COMFORT FROM YOU MY LORD,YOUR STAFF AND YOUR ROD.
I'M NOT ALONE IN FEELING THIS WAY.
GOD,I'M SICK & TIRED OF FEELING THIS WAY.
BEEN LIKE THIS FOR MANY YEARS,OVER FIVE.
I HAVE NO MEMORY OF WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE ALIVE.
ALL I KNOW GOD,IS I WANNA DIE.