Why oh why?

Why can't i turn away from this shit?
Why am i always searching for this shit?
Why do i stare at this shit?
Why do i get aroused by this shit?
Why oh why oh why oh why?
I know i know this is all so wrong.
I just can't seem to shake this habit.
Every damn time i get online,there it is right in my damn face.
It's a pic of some lustful,sinful,big ass,big titty bitch.
Right then and there my heart starts to race.
Right then and there my cock is getting harder and i feel the itch.
The itch to unzip my pants and stroke myself.
I hate that i do this shit to myself.
It just feels so damn good.
Why oh why oh why oh why?
Why the fuck does it feel good and wrong at the same time?
Why does it gotta happen to me all the damn time?
I despise all you sexy,drop dead gorgeous,big titty bitches.
Yet i love all you sexy,drop dead gorgeous,big titty bitches.
I love you in your red and black lingerie with the high heels.
I know you want my cock all inside you,you love the way it feels.
I know that you know that i know you want my tongue to go below.
You want me to whisper into your butterfly wings.
You want me to tell you all kinds of kinky sweet nothings.
You want me to gently kiss.
Kiss your outer lips.
Gently part those same lips between your thick hips.
Why oh why oh why oh why?
Do i love to taste your sweet love juice?
Once i get to caressing your lovely pearl,i feel you opening up more and more,your no longer tense,somewhat loose.
Then you lose control of yourself,i feel your hands griping my head tight.
Your juices are now flowing like niagara falls,i'm holding my breath so i don't drown.
I just want you to explode,so i'm sucking on your pearl,i hear you whine,i hear you pant,i feel you tense up.
I now know you are so close.
I now know you are about to cum.
I want you to cum all so badly.
Then i hear it from out of your mouth "I'm cuuuuuuuuuuuummmmmmming,ohhhhhhhhhh fuuuuuuuuuuuuck."