Square 1: Act 1: Disappearance

Its my last time so I scrap my pipe now Im high off the resin
Feeling so blessed when the microphones handed in my possession
Kill it in seconds a flesh fetish type method
Lost in parables syllables
This unbearable indigo sky
Losing my mind
Maze of a thesis
Pages Are eating away
Its to late for me about 8:30 am will be the fate for me
But until then I wont sleep and I just think
Let pen ink begin blending
Life is so vicious im just trying to live it
Thinking about coming back to this siccness
Angry enough to just rip shit up blessed with a gift
These seconds ticking, intense with feeling
How'd I get here this year? Ya? Whatever I really dont care
If im doing the time at least give me commissary to ease up my mind
So eventually you wont even see me 14 fathoms deep
Locked behind cell doors waiting for hell and more
Sober and over this bull shit
Wishing life had a reset pull switch
But thats a dream for the foolish
My slow decline, strive to stay alive
Attitude of a fighter survive the times
I know being incarcerated your mind dies
Stay focused
Step one: Outside doesn't exists