these voices are not mine

I wish the voice in my head was mine again cause their seems to be a mix up I keep hearing what everyone else wants and I'm finding myself getting caught up in them all when will my voice return I am losing my sanity I am losing my happiness my positivity everything that belonged to me because now all I hear and can think of is their wants their needs and there's no room for me my thoughts are not clouded they are nowhere to be found how do I ground myself to find myself to have me back and not them when will these dark thoughts this dark mood disappear I used to cry a lot but I found me and I always laughed now my voice has gone missing and I can no longer do much of anything I went back to old habits they only work for a bit I need a permanent fix god dammit not again shut these fucking voices in someone elses head mine just cant cope I am no longer hanging from a rope its now a thread and im dangling on the end its about to snap and I keep hoping someone will help me before I can longer be saved from these voices that do not belong in my head