Shattered  Love

Knowing your unloved hurts a lot, Knowing you never been wanted hurts even more .

I loved you with everything I have and wanted to stay by your side for ever . but insted you took a knife and stabed it staight in to my heart making it bleed everywhere .

You then slowly started ripping it out and then throwing it to the ground.

You then stomp on it like it was nothing anyway.  I know that is true but did realy have to take my heart away ?

Did you realy have to brake me to there point where there is no saving or fixing ?

You and my past made it imposible to ever love agan .  there is nothing any more but a empty space where my heart should have been.

The feeling of love is gone forever and you know whats funny noone even cares and that is also including me ........

I dont care what people do to me becuse I will never love another
man agan.

And that is fine with me becuse I have 2 little angels who need me and a  little fallen angel  named Hikari who needs her big sister more then anything right now .

so I could care less about the next man who say omg I love you and want you becuse I know you are all nothing but liers who take what you want then throw it away like trash once your done ...

maby not all are like that but I have yet to meet one who is not!