Darkness

I did so well
For a little while
I have become numb
To all my various means of torture
Inside I have been just an echo
Of darkness
Nothing there
But I was simply unable to see
The darkness hid it all from me
I covered it up and avoided it all
Now I can’t seem to do this anymore
You threw out the words
I miss talking to you
So sorry baby
I love you still
Like I said
I always will
But I know that you
Were never mine