Twisted love x

Romanticising the rebellion of ruin
It was hectic chaos that I was pursuing

Relics of love
Ripped in shatters on the floor
And I was like a hidden treasure
You found in a draw

Beauty with a huskiness
Beauty with a blemish
You thought you could restore
But you should have just cherished

Bruises and bumps
I was the kind of Beauty that was blanketed by bleakness
And the bits that blemished me were your biggest weakness

Like a flower that blooms
Out of season
Then freezes with frost
the next day
without reason

You wanted to save me
And destroy me at the same time
You wanted to possess
Everything that was mine

I made you come out of your mind
Jealous judgments
That were out of line

You were riddled with reasons
As they ate at your spine
Boneless back
That wasn't as strong as mine
And to think that you almost
Committed a victimless crime

I was your darkness
as well as your light
I was the shadows you cried for
on the darkest of nights

I was your salvation
Until you fucked with my core
Trampled and stomped on me
Treated me like your whore

Picking and pulling
You took off the scab
Waited until it bled
And then left me like scraps

Fed me and fuelled me
Filled me with fire
And when I least expected it
You poured water on my desire

But learning lessons
Is what I do best
And I don't like to make mistakes
And I don't second guess

But I will remain routed
Grounded and tough

And I'll do it all the better
Without your twisted love x