unworthy

 bye bye you insignificant beings.
i can't even spit out your vile names.
you are not worthy of my heart.
i am not worthy to be your kin.

(each slice feels better than the rest.
the end is drawing nearer in my flesh.)

once all the blood is drained from my body.
i'll write down my farewells in a bitter transcript.
i wish to strangle you with the puppet strings around my hands.
and watch your eyes enlarge and pop like my pierced heart.

(cut cut cut and drip drip drip.
paler the skin goes with a blueish tinge.)

scream and curse like you always do
but i won't hear you.
i'm lost in the darkness of my own mind
and i won't leave it.
now i'm finally gone you can no longer abuse
and torture me.
finally i'll be free to live again in another
insignificant being.