Inside & out

Too lovely
Too Trusting
Scared to say "NO" don't want to be rejected
dark brown eyes that try to hide my life , fears, truth even my lies, but yet to drop a tear deep down inside I'm hollering wondering how can I keep up with this fight

A beautiful white smile, my smile never matches my eyes
a wired laugh that never matches my smile Who am I ?

When I look in the mirror I see beauty within & without
lost all in my mirror wondering if I was lighter maybe had longer hair. A tad bit curvy & not so nerdy I'd accept me more
I'm all over the place not tripping over me foot though maybe because I'm always tipping on my toes kind of sneaky even though my eyes will fool you like its the first April fools you

I broke my mirror I was getting to lost in it fucked up I must admit I even cut my fingers trying put back the pieces that fell they say don't fix it if it isn't broken

I believe I am
tying to figure myself out

inside & out