My beginning

Reality not shattered but broken into truth
Impossible regret, fear, hate, and hopelessness
No echo, no wind, not a sound anywhere
My yells were swallowed by nothingness
No one to blame but myself
Clarity in such a place adds to the insanity
You don’t move or try to get up
Forever has set in and it seemed I gave up
Something calmed me down though and self kicked in
Saying “I can do anything that I believe in!”
This place wasn't permanent but a premonition indeed
If I didn't make changes back here I would be
Forever is coming for each one of us
A choice of death or life is the ultimate must
You’ll get it when you are there
No debating will be done
You’ll know you failed your test
By your own doing undone…

-Alfie