In honor of valentines day

Love is in the air
My heart is broken and impaired
Unfixable and lonely
The one and only

I envision something like love
An emotion I am unworthy of
Smiles, that's not me
It never could be

Every year I feel the same
A dejected feeling I never overcame
I have never been inclined to adjudicate
This "Holiday" is cramped and agglutinated

How could I love another if I can't love myself
I resemble an old book on a dusty shelf
I spend the day reprimanding the radio songs
I hold myself in the corner thinking of my wrongs

When will it end
When will I at last comprehend
My generation is imbecilic and lumpen
Falling in love without a recollection of how it happened

I do not believe in love
If they would all just shut up
Can't they see enough is enough?
No, I have never been loved