contemplating the breaths of death

if i died right now
would it matter
would anyone care
or would tomorrow
just be another endeavor
as usual
would i miss the trees
would i miss the air
would anyone care

i guess someone in this world
would shed a tear
if just a single one
am i selfish
if i wait
till another day
will it all change

if i screamed
could anyone hear
if it all changed
it would be worth the fighting