A sober write for a dying life

Drugs? I doubt you have a greater reason to do it than me
All my life I used it to define sanity
But really it's insanity and you're too impaired to see
You see the world in negative
Drowning yourself in sedatives
Instead of becoming one with nature you become one with your couch
Lying to yourself saying that's what life is about
It's pathetic and naive as fuck
Depending on substances to be happy, do it yourself and grow the fuck up
Fuck your shit and the things you think you know
The higher you get the lower you go
A life worth living is the life you live
There's no point in dying unless it's your life you give
Trees grow freely, branches go where they roam
Don't waste away like flowers placed in catacombs
You can grow weeds in the garden of your mind
Or you can dig deep and find yourself, the flower of life