He loves me

It's become so dark
I'm lost in here
Silently screaming
I can't crawl out
Words like venom
I can almost taste the sting
All this poison
Its truly unreal.
Toxic fumes fill my lungs
As I try not believing
Cause to me
Believing is just living in lies
[ beLIeVE beLIEve ]  
But he really does..
[love me]

HE
L-ies to me again
O-ver and over; is this
V-icious cycle ever
E-nough with all the
S-ectets kept from
Me

So what so yah do when you've lost any clue?
All you knew...
You can't look back cause everybody
has played a role in ruining you
Can't rely on no body it's just you
And your pure two
No matter whatcha do boo
This life is rough but it won't get any better
Just sitting around digging the hole deeper in the ground
Stop fighting fate
They all just wanna see you break
Prove em all wrong.
You deserve it
Lets start forcing that frown upside down!