Submissions by Brokensoul91belive
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
LOVE POEM
Published
15th Feb 2014 6:13am
15th Feb 2014 6:13am
Untitled 3
Thoughts consumed by the darkness
That's been filling in my heart
Isolated feelings,
While the room's filled with people
Though I never wanted us to part..
All the acts of kindness my whole life threw
What's with this karma
What did I not do..
Smile,be polite
don't ask questions
just try an live this life right
The harder I try
No matter how much effort
Seems the more I tend to cry
This hole in my heart hurts
Like its ripped raw right to its core
What's so wrong with me
wanting for it to burn no more? ...
That's been filling in my heart
Isolated feelings,
While the room's filled with people
Though I never wanted us to part..
All the acts of kindness my whole life threw
What's with this karma
What did I not do..
Smile,be polite
don't ask questions
just try an live this life right
The harder I try
No matter how much effort
Seems the more I tend to cry
This hole in my heart hurts
Like its ripped raw right to its core
What's so wrong with me
wanting for it to burn no more? ...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
1st Feb 2014 5:03pm
1st Feb 2014 5:03pm
Random rant
Here I am alone in this bed
Thinking these thoughts
that've been mixing around
on this god damn merri-go-round
Seems to be trapped in my head
All of the things
Blurring can't focus on just one
Wait please
just silence my inner screaming
Can't get off the ride
Life
If we were meant to figure it out
then it wouldn't be worth living
Breathing shallower breaths..
Nobody even knew me
I said before leaving
There's gotta be more to this life
I kept on repeating
Working to live or...
Thinking these thoughts
that've been mixing around
on this god damn merri-go-round
Seems to be trapped in my head
All of the things
Blurring can't focus on just one
Wait please
just silence my inner screaming
Can't get off the ride
Life
If we were meant to figure it out
then it wouldn't be worth living
Breathing shallower breaths..
Nobody even knew me
I said before leaving
There's gotta be more to this life
I kept on repeating
Working to live or...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
30th Jan 2014 2:26am
30th Jan 2014 2:26am
Untitled 3
There's all these people
What do they want from me?
Nothing's like its suppose to be
Saying all these things
they've always said to me
They want me to beLIEve
Tired of the same actions
Words don't mean a thing anymore
Need to keep myself going
and stay in the right direction.
No longer asking why
I know exactly what I've done
Kept my promises, ill always be true
Never have been able to
Give up when I should
Instead Ive reloaded the gun
More times than I can count
Helping you people to hurt me
In the ways...
What do they want from me?
Nothing's like its suppose to be
Saying all these things
they've always said to me
They want me to beLIEve
Tired of the same actions
Words don't mean a thing anymore
Need to keep myself going
and stay in the right direction.
No longer asking why
I know exactly what I've done
Kept my promises, ill always be true
Never have been able to
Give up when I should
Instead Ive reloaded the gun
More times than I can count
Helping you people to hurt me
In the ways...
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LOVE POEM
Published
24th Jan 2014 1:53am
24th Jan 2014 1:53am
Untitled2
Feeling so isolated In this life
World filled with people
Yet Alone to battle the fight
So much hate,
All the wasted dedication
I've gone left more times than right
Wishing,praying just hoping
I'm gonna understand all this heartache
Opened my eyes, finding better ways with coping
Nothing was filling in my head cept lies
No more darkness ripping threw
Gonna find the light
Years and years; I just gotta make it there
Where's this rainbow?
Hasn't this storm gone on for too long?
Never mind I'll build the umbrella and shelter us...
World filled with people
Yet Alone to battle the fight
So much hate,
All the wasted dedication
I've gone left more times than right
Wishing,praying just hoping
I'm gonna understand all this heartache
Opened my eyes, finding better ways with coping
Nothing was filling in my head cept lies
No more darkness ripping threw
Gonna find the light
Years and years; I just gotta make it there
Where's this rainbow?
Hasn't this storm gone on for too long?
Never mind I'll build the umbrella and shelter us...
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LOVE POEM
Published
22nd Jan 2014 1:27am
22nd Jan 2014 1:27am
He loves me
It's become so dark
I'm lost in here
Silently screaming
I can't crawl out
Words like venom
I can almost taste the sting
All this poison
Its truly unreal.
Toxic fumes fill my lungs
As I try not believing
Cause to me
Believing is just living in lies
[ beLIeVE beLIEve ]
But he really does..
[love me]
HE
L-ies to me again
O-ver and over; is this
V-icious cycle ever
E-nough with all the
S-ectets kept from
Me
So what so yah do when you've lost any clue?
All you knew...
You...
I'm lost in here
Silently screaming
I can't crawl out
Words like venom
I can almost taste the sting
All this poison
Its truly unreal.
Toxic fumes fill my lungs
As I try not believing
Cause to me
Believing is just living in lies
[ beLIeVE beLIEve ]
But he really does..
[love me]
HE
L-ies to me again
O-ver and over; is this
V-icious cycle ever
E-nough with all the
S-ectets kept from
Me
So what so yah do when you've lost any clue?
All you knew...
You...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
17th Jan 2014 5:42am
17th Jan 2014 5:42am
Untitled
I see you but I hear me
Asking for answers to these life long questions
Rips the insides right out of me;
Piece by piece ever so slowly
I just stare,I can't answer her..
The hurt, the pain, man,..
I watch as it consumes my daughter!
Her little lips tremble before me
Her voice so weak while she speaks
I'm watching the tears pour down her checks
It tortures my soul to watch as my baby girl weeps
This time is difference
Cause the dude ain't even her father
I should have listened to my damn intuition
Why'd I...
Asking for answers to these life long questions
Rips the insides right out of me;
Piece by piece ever so slowly
I just stare,I can't answer her..
The hurt, the pain, man,..
I watch as it consumes my daughter!
Her little lips tremble before me
Her voice so weak while she speaks
I'm watching the tears pour down her checks
It tortures my soul to watch as my baby girl weeps
This time is difference
Cause the dude ain't even her father
I should have listened to my damn intuition
Why'd I...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
14th Jan 2014 3:21pm
14th Jan 2014 3:21pm
Unknown
Dearest mother
The things I've told you, childhood and on
Don't you see that's why I feel like taking cover?
The nightmares won't cease till he's gone
But your ignorance never ceases to shock an amaze me
Disturbed straight to the core
I don't wanna put up with this anymore
How can you close your eyes
None of this is right..
You can't see past the lies
Of all the things to haunt me
This one surely hurts more
The way his eyes gaze my body
Or the creepy things he's said to me
Mom please you don't need to be with him!
I can't...
The things I've told you, childhood and on
Don't you see that's why I feel like taking cover?
The nightmares won't cease till he's gone
But your ignorance never ceases to shock an amaze me
Disturbed straight to the core
I don't wanna put up with this anymore
How can you close your eyes
None of this is right..
You can't see past the lies
Of all the things to haunt me
This one surely hurts more
The way his eyes gaze my body
Or the creepy things he's said to me
Mom please you don't need to be with him!
I can't...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
14th Jan 2014 2:07am
14th Jan 2014 2:07am
Random mixed up thoughts wrote down
I can't believe how many people you've convinced,I'm what your stories tell.
Although something tells me I've always known;
*your heart doesn't contain the capacity for you to love your own.
You'll always act the fool
As the past and present will always tell
I'm sorry guy but your future doesn't look too bright
I'm not there your all alone
But you know ?
I'm not sorry I can already tell
I'll excel and be the best for them
You live your lifestyle
And we'll go on,
we'll live this life through
Playing in our routine
And learning as...
Although something tells me I've always known;
*your heart doesn't contain the capacity for you to love your own.
You'll always act the fool
As the past and present will always tell
I'm sorry guy but your future doesn't look too bright
I'm not there your all alone
But you know ?
I'm not sorry I can already tell
I'll excel and be the best for them
You live your lifestyle
And we'll go on,
we'll live this life through
Playing in our routine
And learning as...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
13th Jan 2014 9:57pm
13th Jan 2014 9:57pm
2013-10-30
You know when you're cold like its right deep in your soul you cant seem to get warm or when it feels you've stopped breathing? Not really stopped but your breaths are so shallow and the hurt and built up emotions have your whole heart just beating so slow you feel so alone cause ain't nobody know what you feel,. Or the way things have tortured your soul, feeling more dead as the days go by watching like it isn't real like watching your childhood threw your parents eyes not knowing which way to go. Understanding their struggle and where you've already gone wrong..
It's like a hell cause...
It's like a hell cause...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
13th Jan 2014 4:15am
13th Jan 2014 4:15am
Message to my daughter
If broken hearts could be mended then she would never know
The sorrow and confusion
Of how living a fatherless life would go
Seems like a lonely road not just their mother would travel
Not knowing much bout anything cept the hollow pain creeping within
Lashing out
the anger consumes
What happened to my little girl?
Mommys poor choices and mistakes
Have lead us to this halt
For how could we grow or learn what one should know
The doors have long been shut
Minds becoming as tangled as their mothers
Soon to be repeating the cursed...
The sorrow and confusion
Of how living a fatherless life would go
Seems like a lonely road not just their mother would travel
Not knowing much bout anything cept the hollow pain creeping within
Lashing out
the anger consumes
What happened to my little girl?
Mommys poor choices and mistakes
Have lead us to this halt
For how could we grow or learn what one should know
The doors have long been shut
Minds becoming as tangled as their mothers
Soon to be repeating the cursed...
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LOVE POEM
Published
13th Jan 2014 3:56am
13th Jan 2014 3:56am
Untitled
I think I'm ready to let you go an move on
I can't just give up on the plans I made just because you don't feel like being apart of them anymore
I can keep going in the direction I chose to go without you cause this I'm not sure is even worth fighting for, not capable of seeing it your way I'm sorry but it's true if I was really worth it in your eyes you'd be proving that point true an
all I've been seein is me fighting for you.
I took so many risks and gave so much to you materially and emotionally.
I thought so highly of you and never thought you'd hurt me in the...
I can't just give up on the plans I made just because you don't feel like being apart of them anymore
I can keep going in the direction I chose to go without you cause this I'm not sure is even worth fighting for, not capable of seeing it your way I'm sorry but it's true if I was really worth it in your eyes you'd be proving that point true an
all I've been seein is me fighting for you.
I took so many risks and gave so much to you materially and emotionally.
I thought so highly of you and never thought you'd hurt me in the...
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LOVE POEM
Published
12th Jan 2014 4:52am
12th Jan 2014 4:52am
Moving on
Do you know what happens next..
Do you want what happens next?
I told you during our last time spent together..
If I heal from this faster than I thought
Once it's all gone there's no getting it back
It's already never gonna be ever worth it
See I'm learning things I never knew
An although I didn't want to loose you..
Growing again like I said
I must need a man
Someone with some time spent longer
So I won't ever have to ponder
The doubt lurking within my soul
And taking back my heart by which you stole
Don't take this shit dude...
Do you want what happens next?
I told you during our last time spent together..
If I heal from this faster than I thought
Once it's all gone there's no getting it back
It's already never gonna be ever worth it
See I'm learning things I never knew
An although I didn't want to loose you..
Growing again like I said
I must need a man
Someone with some time spent longer
So I won't ever have to ponder
The doubt lurking within my soul
And taking back my heart by which you stole
Don't take this shit dude...
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